Yesterday, I saw the full circle. I saw what 18 years of fire, tears, fear, burnout, over-performance, and spiritual warfare were for.
I woke up in peace.
No alarm. No stimming. No screaming. No fear.
My son—the one who once eloped, jumped in front of trains, screamed through life, couldn’t speak without echoing like a parrot, couldn’t tolerate showers or car rides—brought me tea in bed.
I was reading the Bible. Waking up without an alarm.
No alarm. No screaming. No fear.
But that’s not even the best part.
I had to travel that day. And I was worried about it. More on that in a moment…
💧 This same child once had to be watched 24/7 to keep him alive. He couldn’t wear clothes. We couldn’t cut his nails. He’d flee the car in sensory overload. We were a family torn in half, just trying to survive.
Now he protects me.
He had planned the entire day trip for me—buses, trains, timetables—so I could go pick up keys to the new house God built for us, this modest little place that He shaped for peace. Another miracle.
The podcast today reveals the full story.
As I stood at the bus stop with tears in my eyes… not because I was exhausted, afraid, or heartbroken, but because my son was now leading me.
The bus stop
📱 He tracked my journey through texts.
💙 He showed concern and empathy.
🚗 And just before my bus arrived, his brother pulled up in his own car—one he bought with money he earned from a job he found himself—and waved lovingly before driving off to work. Set free from the pain and grief of being a sibling in the shadow of autism. WE ARE ALL SET FREE.
This was the moment when I realized that God was showing me the miracle of autism recovery and healing through suffering IN REAL TIME. Within 2 hours. He showed me the fruit of all the suffering. So that I can help you through yours and give you hope.
before driving off to work. Set free from the pain and grief of being a sibling in the shadow of autism. WE ARE ALL SET FREE.
Picture of his car in the distance
This is not luck.
This is not a coincidence.
This is what happens when we stop running from pain and start surrendering to God.
Today in the podcast I share the text messages, the evidence and the strategy for you to follow to get there… HERE
Is this season breaking you?
Summer is the season where many moms collapse. Marriages fall apart. Bodies too. Symptoms worsen. You question everything:
Is this it?
Is this really the life I’m meant to live?
Why is it STILL so hard?
I see you, mama. I’ve lived in that season longer than I care to admit.
When I was burning out, I was doing it all—full-time autism researcher, warrior, cook, housekeeper, protector, overachiever, trying to fix what was broken by force and knowledge.
💔 Until my body collapsed.
💔 Until I had no hormones left.
💔 Until I couldn’t get off the couch or recognize myself.
And at that moment, God showed up—not as a quick fix, but as a call to die to everything I clung to:
🚫 Vanity
🚫 New age deception
🚫 Perfectionism
🚫 Relying on my own strength
✝️ “Now my soul is troubled. And what shall I say? ‘Father, save me from this hour’? No. It was for this very reason I came to this hour…” – John 12:27
Jesus said this while hanging on the cross.
And I realized: Suffering isn’t punishment. It’s preparation. It’s the furnace where God burns away what’s keeping you from your purpose.
✨ It’s where your new self is formed.
✨ It’s where God reveals His dream for you.
✨ It’s where you finally stop listening to the world and start hearing Him.
I’m sharing how in the podcast HERE….
🕊️ Are you finally ready for peace?
Do you want to read books in bed, less symptoms and more freedom for you, your child and siblings?
This isn’t about “fixing” your child. It’s about understanding that you have to leave who you used to be behind to become someone you’ve never been.
The mother whose nervous system becomes the safe haven your child needs.
The wife who stops blaming and starts hearing.
The woman who lays it all down—burnout, performance, control—and picks up God’s hand.
And I want to walk with you.I’m taking applications for the Fall season in my autism Turnaround Program now.
Apply to join the waitlist HERE
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